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DIA ORANGNYA !!!

Image result for kehilanganDia Orangnya.....
Yang selalu menanyakan "How was your day? is everything OK?"

 Dia Orangnya.....
Yang mampu menggoreskan senyum di wajah

 Dia Orangnya.....
Yang mampu membuatku tertawa lepas, menertawakan apapun bahkan untuk hal konyol sekalipun yang menurut orang lain tidak lucu

 Dia Orangnya.....
Yang ketika aku bersamanya aku dapat menjadi diri sendiri tanpa perlu pencitraan

 Dia Orangnya....

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 Yang mampu melakukan hal-hal yang menyebalkan?
Aku Ahlinya....

 Yang sering membuatmu bingung perihal moodswing
Aku Ahlinya....

 Yang menuruti semua permintaanmu 
Aku Ahlinya....

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Kemarin...
Kamu rela menunggu berjam-jam di Bandara, dan tersenyum paling lebar ketika melihat ku keluar dari pintu kedatangan, memelukku dengan erat dan mencium keningku

 Kemarin....
Kamu rela menjadikan tanganmu sebagai bantal tidurku, ketika aku tertidur di mobil

 Kemarin....
Tatapan mata yang hangat dan penuh cinta itu terasa tulus

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 Sekarang...
Kita bagai 2 orang asing, ingin aku menyapamu ketika aku melihat Whatsapp mu Online

 Sekarang...
Aku merasakan kehilangan yang sangat menyiksa, yang mampu membuatku berpikir untuk apalagi aku hidup

 Sekarang...
Menangis dan menyakiti diri sendiri sepertinya sudah menjadi hobby baruku, berapa banyak sudah sayatan di tubuh, seolah sayatan itu adalah obat penenang

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