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Mum

Mum, thank you for giving birth to me, I am a person who's still walking alone responding to a form of happiness.  Mum, now I tried to comfort myself with the destiny. And I know if  I'm not the perfect daughter that you wanted me to be, but I promise, I will do my best and try harder. Mum, I love you so much...

To You Who Made Sparkles In His Eyes

Hi, introduce myself, I am a person who in the last few months has filled a blank space in (maybe) his heart since you left a year ago. A few times, he told me about you. While drinking a glass of wine, I saw his eyes sparkle. Yes, when talking about you. Once, I saw his eyes glazed up, as if his head was turned back in the 'film' when you were beside him, again I saw the sparkle in his eyes. A few times, I found his hands trembling softly;  I see from the surface of wine that sways a nd you know, at that time, he was talking about you. I ventured to look into his eyes, a clear and soft layer covering his eyes sparkling. Do you know what paradox is happening? I hate seeing the sparkle of his eyes, the sparkle of his happiness. Because the source of it all remains you.  Although after that he hugged me tightly, and I saw the sparkle disappear slowly, as the story was finished about you. For you, who made sparkle in his eyes... I knelt down, that person was not me

Goodbye

Maybe what i need right now is "Goodbye". I love you, but I loved you too much. I did not make any room for myself. I realized if I hold you too tightly. And the longer I hold you, the more you hurt me. Because holding you is the same as holding a rock covered with fake diamonds. The more I hold on tight the more it pierces and makes the wound in my hand. Now I release the stone. Indeed there is an empty space in my hands. But at least it makes me feel light and it doesn't hurt me anymore.

I Believe You

I believe you Exceeding what people say to me I believe you No matter what people say about you All I know is you are always in my heart What I know is you are always here  When I need you a nd when I am weak I believe you This life will not mean without you  I believe you You will never stop for always loving me All I know is you are always in my heart What I know is you are always here when I need you

The Meaning of Tears

If a woman cries in front of you that means she can't hold it anymore. If you hold her hand when she cries, She will stay with you all your life. If you let her go, she will never return to being her old self. Forever... A woman won't cry easily, except in front of the person she loves so much. She is weak. A woman won't cry easily, only if she loves you so much, she will reduce her selfishness If a woman ever cries because of you, please hold her hand in understanding. She is a person who will stay with you all your life. If a woman cries because of you, please don't waste it. Maybe because of your decision, you ruin her life. When she cries in front of you, when she cries for you, Look at her eyes ... Can you see and feel the pain she feels? Think about ... Which other woman will cry pure, affectionate, in front of you and because of you ... She cries not because she is weak she cries not because she wants sympathy or pity She cried, because