To You Who Made Sparkles In His Eyes

Hi, introduce myself,
I am a person who in the last few months has filled a blank space in (maybe) his heart since you left a year ago.

A few times, he told me about you. While drinking a glass of wine, I saw his eyes sparkle. Yes, when talking about you.

Once, I saw his eyes glazed up, as if his head was turned back in the 'film' when you were beside him, again I saw the sparkle in his eyes.

A few times, I found his hands trembling softly;
I see from the surface of wine that sways and you know, at that time, he was talking about you. I ventured to look into his eyes, a clear and soft layer covering his eyes sparkling.

Do you know what paradox is happening? I hate seeing the sparkle of his eyes, the sparkle of his happiness. Because the source of it all remains you.

Although after that he hugged me tightly, and I saw the sparkle disappear slowly, as the story was finished about you.

For you, who made sparkle in his eyes... I knelt down, that person was not me ..

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DIA ORANGNYA !!!

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Dear My Lovely Man

For a man, Whose gaze is shaded like a willow tree Whose love is as wide as the ocean and his touch is as soft as silk. Darling, God brought us together when my world was falling apart. I carry many burdens alone. And many stories that finally I buried alone. Until then you came like a prince who took me from darkness to the light. Darling, Thank you for grabbing my fingers for you to hold when other hands offer you a hug, Thank you for accepting me and making me feel so loved, Thank you for making me believe that true love exists. Darling, I'm sorry if I've always been annoying. I apologize for my imperfections. Please let me know if I do anything you don't like. Darling, If one day you can no longer hold my hand, don't be sad. I can still see you from up there. You are my true love.

DEATH BED

Don't stay awake for too long Don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee for your head I'll get you up and going out of bed I don't wanna fall asleep I don't wanna pass away I been thinking of our future I don't know why this has happened But I probably deserve it I tried to do my best But you know that I'm not perfect I been praying for forgiveness You've been praying for my health When I leave this earth Hoping you'll find someone else 'Cause, we still young there's so much we haven't done Getting married, start a family I wish it could be me But I won't make it off this bed I hope I go to heaven So I see you once again My life was kinda short But I got so many blessings Happy you were mine It sucks that it's all ending ^_^

Just Fristy

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