Letter to my baby bear

Hi sweety,

I love you soo much, i know i'm not a good aunt for you, i can not be your role model.
But the way you look at me, when you call my name, you smile at me and hugs me, those things that make me survive from this shit.

Yes, i'm sick, i'm a broken person, sometimes i also can be a toxic person. That's why i think i don't deserve to be loved. Sweety, when you grow up, i think i need to push you to stay away from me. Not because i hate you, but because i don't want to hurt you, i don't want to be a toxic for you.

Sweety, be a gentleman, the world is cruel and that's ok, u have to face it and if you are tired of it, u can take a rest, but don't give up.

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