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DEATH BED


Don't stay awake for too long

Don't go to bed

I'll make a cup of coffee for your head

I'll get you up and going out of bed

I don't wanna fall asleep

I don't wanna pass away

I been thinking of our future 

 

I don't know why this has happened

But I probably deserve it

I tried to do my best

But you know that I'm not perfect

 

I been praying for forgiveness

You've been praying for my health

When I leave this earth

Hoping you'll find someone else

'Cause, we still young there's so much we haven't done

Getting married, start a family

 

I wish it could be me

But I won't make it off this bed

I hope I go to heaven

So I see you once again

My life was kinda short

But I got so many blessings

Happy you were mine

It sucks that it's all ending


^_^

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