Just Fristy

Don't stay awake for too long Don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee for your head I'll get you up and going out of bed I don't wanna fall asleep I don't wanna pass away I been thinking of our future    I don't know why this has happened But I probably deserve it I tried to do my best But you know that I'm not perfect   I been praying for forgiveness You've been praying for my health When I leave this earth Hoping you'll find someone else 'Cause, we still young there's so much we haven't done Getting married, start a family   I wish it could be me But I won't make it off this bed I hope I go to heaven So I see you once again My life was kinda short But I got so many blessings Happy you were mine It sucks that it's all ending ^_^

Hi sweety, I love you soo much, i know i'm not a good aunt for you, i can not be your role model. But the way you look at me, when you call my name, you smile at me and hugs me, those things that make me survive from this shit. Yes, i'm sick, i'm a broken person, sometimes i also can be a toxic person. That's why i think i don't deserve to be loved. Sweety, when you grow up, i think i need to push you to stay away from me. Not because i hate you, but because i don't want to hurt you, i don't want to be a toxic for you. Sweety, be a gentleman, the world is cruel and that's ok, u have to face it  and if you are tired of it, u can take a rest, but don't give up.